200 Characters or less: Warning

I am on 48 hours of no smoking (cigarettes). I am trying to live in society but I am also trying not to punch a wall and cry and eat my house. Please bear with me.

I have managed to eat 7 slices of pizza, 1 1/2 lbs of chicken tenders, 4 cans of spagetti-os, 1 Bun Thit Nuong with Pork, 1 papaya salad with shrimp, 10 lollipops,  4 coffees, 2 balls of mozzarella, 5 spoonfuls of peanut butter with chocolate, 4 cookies, 1 cupcake, and 1 1/2 bottles of flavored seltzer. I think that is it.

Fucking cigarette addiction.

Once these intense waves of emotion pass, I will need to exercise. A lot.   

200 Characters or less: Smell

I filled a jug up with water from my kitchen sink. I just opened that jug and the aromas of an indoor swimming pool room escaped into my nose. MMMM chemicals. #icansmelleverythingnow #quittingcigarettes #wearekillingtheplanet #puncheswall

200 Characters or less: Cigarette Cravings Make Me Want To Cry

It is 1am in the morning. I want a hug, to punch a wall, and cry all at once. I am trying to keep my composure. I am trying. The last craving was at 11pm. I went out once and got a coffee and an e-cig. That was a big step. I ate 2000 lbs of food. I keep finding little distractions. I have to change what I am doing every half hour or so. I got this. I got this. I want to cry.

200 Characters or less: Coffee Craving

I went back to Facebook. Only because I want to quit cigarettes. I have been locked in my room for 24-hours and refuse to leave until I feel I am strong enough to say no. For the last two hours all I wanted was a Butter Pecan Iced Coffee with cream, no sugar from Dunkin Donuts. #needsahero #doesDDdeliver ?